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I guess it is about time I updated. Or got a career, whichever. Seriously I do not have one at all. My agent wanted me to audition for Cheetah Girls, I hate my life. Am I the only one who watched that? WE ARE SISTAS WE STAND TOGETHA! I probably forced Kelly to watch it too. Maybe not, who knows, she has been spending a lot of time with her boyfriend lately. He is approved by me, they are so cute it is insane. I do miss having her around all the time though, watching old musicals is no fun if you have no one to sing and dance like a moron with.
This is horrible but Kelly was threatening me about updating and I did not want to die. I miss everyone I used to talk to all the time, do not be afraid to say hi I'm still Tammy from the block!!
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[26 Jul 2003|12:26am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
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[08 Jul 2003|10:04pm] |
Someone please tell Katelyn Tarver to pick one picture per icon. Moving icons give me headaches and now I have a migraine. Thank you American Juniors this is what you have given me. Come to think of it I think all the American Juniors have flashing icons except Chantel Kohl. I am telling you Chantel is the only normal one vote her into the group or suffer a slow painful death. Just kidding I am nice :-D!!!!!!
I guess we are back from Bermuda. We, being me Kelly and Mandy. It was fun while it lasted though, we would go outside, sit on the pool chairs, and ring little bells so the pool boy would come refill our drinks. The pool boy's name was Hernando so me and Mandy asked him if Kelly looked Hispanic and he said no HAHAHA TYSON I TOLD YOU. Mandy and Kelly got such dark tans they look black now. I got even blacker, so now you can't see me when I go outside at night. It is like that nifty invisibility cloak Harry Potter has. I am reading Harry Potter and the way he is described, it sounds like he is Tyson. That is why Tyson grows his hair so long, so he can hide the scar.
Brad Fitz finally got around to taking away my icons. I am actually satisfied with his icon selection so give me a second to call the LJ hotline and thank them for the great job they are doing. Just kidding. But I still miss my icons, someone buy me an account for my birthday on July 26th hint hint. Or you can be cheap, this does not matter to me. At least write me a song or something, it doesn't even have to be about me. I will give you an example. "Jack and Jill went up the hill to have a little fun. Jack and Jill forgot the pill and now they have a son." Get to it homies.
I hope P Diddy has Making the Band 3 so hopefully I will make the band and eat his cheesecake HAHAHA SUCKA. So I am going insane this update was awful please kill me now STOP MOVING KATELYN TARVER ICONS excuse me while I have multiple seizures.
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[02 Jul 2003|02:14pm] |
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I am going to be on American Juniors tonight, you can all watch and laugh as I scar small children for life. "Sorry kid but you suck pack your bags ASAP." I only like Chantel Kohl. :-[
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[27 Jun 2003|11:11am] |
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Well, I started going back through my friends page to see what I missed while I was "gone" i.e. "trying to find my career", but then I realized I do not care who is hitting it with who as long as I still get to be easy and hit it with everyone. By the way if I tell Beyonce Knowles that I am her 3rd cousin twice removed will she let me in Destiny's Child?
So who missed me? And if I do not get any comments on that I will kill all of you. Have a nice day guys!!!
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[05 Jun 2003|10:30am] |
So I did that LJMatch crap, Kelly was 97% for me. I told you all I am the best for her, back away Jason Mraz. I am obviously bitter because Kelly is leaving me for an entire week to hang out with Mraz. Why :'(! Well, it's okay, I will just call Tyson and argue with him about whether Kelly is black or Mexican.
My paid account ran out, but for some reason, Brad Fitz didn't make any of my icons invalid. I don't think I'll be changing my icons any time soon because my fansites never get updated, maybe because I don't really do anything. Except now I'm recording my album, which in all honesty, is great. The record company wants me to have Kelly and Ruben on it, mostly so they can make more money. But still, the album's a lot of fun to be recording right now.
This is the worst update I have ever written. It is just to remind you all that I was robbed of a Must Be Crap nomination.
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[29 May 2003|08:16pm] |
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My paid account expires tomorrow. I hate my life :'(
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It has been way too long since my last update and even though I haven't been doing anything really, I am going to try to fill this page up as much as I can. I am the worst updater ever so do not expect poetry here. My life basically just consists of watching West Side Story with Kelly and crying like a baby.
A black person won American Idol I am happy beyond belief. RUUUUBEN STUDDAAAAAAAAAHD. Sorry, I hate Clay a little bit, he stole my woman. It's okay I can kick his ass anyway so it doesn't matter. I actually went to the finale, and the best part was seeing Kelly onstage again singing the pants off of everyone else up there. And when they presented her with her platinum record? Words can't even express how proud I was, and still am, of her for that. She's my best friend, and to see her living out what she's wanted for god knows how long is really great. :[ Hi Kelly.
This is a bad update sorry but I told you all. Just comment anyways and go "hi tamyra you looked cute at the american idol finale even though that dress was awful."
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Well hi there, I'm updating because I have new icons and that is reason enough for me to post. What's crackin'.
So I check Welcome Wagon to see if there are any new kids I can make fun of, and what do I see? A Jesus Christ journal. What kind of messed up person would do that? I really don't give shit if any of you think it's funny or something, because it isn't. If you have half a neuron in your head, you'll realize it's moronic and offensive. I advise you to step back and look at the situation at hand - some might say it's just a joke, but it isn't funny at all, especially to people like me who are devout in their religion. It's stupid things like this that make me miss the newbies with 25x44 icons that use asterisks every two sentences.
On another note, Kelly keeps getting kidnapped by all kinds of people. I am getting freaked that one day she is just going to decide that she likes her kindapper better than me and not come back. Speaking of leaving and not coming back, where is my boo Christina? I miss her. :(
I hate this update I hope you hate it too. I have nothing to update about oh other than watch the Boston Public season finale on Monday, I will be on it with Crackhead Whitney Houston.
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totally tamyra: i lost?!
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tyson the reject: no you didn't i lied
Well there you have it folks. I won the game, it was close because apparently Tyson is tall. I don't know, I just imagined Tyson as a midget, but he is a good six inches taller than me. Why am I shorter than everyone, this sucks. :-[ Tyson tried to prank call me, I know his voice so it didn't work. Then I think we three-way called some random guy and I was like "YOU MY BABYDADDY, WHY AIN'T YOU PAYIN' CHILD SUPPO'" and Tyson cracked up.
Why do people like Kasey nolastname, Ashlee Simpson, and Kim Smith breathe? I hate the world.
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Well, I thought I'd update about Kelly's birthday. I took her out for a whole big day of shopping, manicures, and all that other girly stuff we like. That is, after she was done cheating on me with Clay. That's okay, I'll kill him soon enough. He is under the false pretense that Kelly is his, and here I thought it was completely obvious that she is all mine. Do not argue with me on this subject, if you think otherwise, soon enough you will find all your extra limbs torn off and being used as man-eating crocodile food. That, folks, is why you don't mess with me, I'm like one of those angry black people in 8 Mile.
Anyway, back to Kelly!Day - first, we just went out shopping. A lot of shopping. I think we hit like, every store we saw. It got to the point where we'd see a CVS Pharmacy and squeal over it like it was Saks Fifth Avenue. We went to tons of clothing stores, it was great because we'd take everything in sight and try it on even if it didn't match, well especially if it didn't match. Kelly and I ended up leaving in bright green striped t-shirts with pink plaid skirts, it was hilarious. Everyone was staring at us like we were insane, maybe because we are. After we were done shopping, it was like 8:30, and Kel had been begging me to take her drinking all day. So we hit some bar and took some shots, when the bartender carded Kelly, she showed him her ID with this huge smile on her face, it was so cute. It turned out that we had come on karaoke night, that was pretty exciting. I think we sang The Boy Is Mine. We were so drunk by the time we got home, we just basically fell asleep within minutes of opening the door. Fun stuff.
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Happy birthday to two of my best friends, Kelly and Tyson! I love you guys. :-[
Kelly, you know I love you a lot. You've been there through my thick and thin, and you're my best friend. I don't think you realize how great you are, and how important your friendship is to me. Never once do you ever stop to think about yourself, what you really want. But today, it's all about you. Sorry I didn't update earlier, I was too busy taking you out for your birthday. :-* You deserve all the great things happening to you right now, especially your #1 album. I just want you to know that you're an amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing GREAT girl, and I'm lucky to have you as my friend. Happy birthday baby.
Oh and Tyson wanted me to post this..
( the birthday song i wrote for tyson 8-) )
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Happy Easter everybody, have fun egg hunting
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Lately, I've been reminiscing about life back home, when I was younger. Never in my wildest dreams did I think that one day I'd be famous. My friends and I would always joke around that when we grew up, we'd be movie stars or rock stars, but inside we never thought it would ever happen. We all just figured we'd be regular people with regular jobs, just like the rest of our town. That happened to most of my friends back in Maryland - Leah's a waitress, Janet's a dentist, and so on. But back then, we'd go around to everyone who'd listen and talk to them about how one day, they'd see our names in lights. Almost everyone we told laughed it off, but it didn't matter to us. We'd still go over to each other's houses and make movies, and record ourselves singing on Janet's old tape recorder. Then we'd play it back in slow-motion and crack up like it was the funniest thing in the world.
Sometimes I miss being a kid, being normal. Not having to put up with people watching me, criticizing me, not to mention posting on message boards saying I'm too skinny to not be anorexic or bulimic. I miss just being one of the girls, having all these big dreams that no one thought I'd realize. I only have a few memories of just being a kid, because as soon as I hit 12, I was pushing myself to get a record deal. When I started sending demo tapes around to record labels, I never took a second thought to how much time and effort it would take. I'd look at all these famous celebrities and think they were just discovered on the spot, and then everything happened for them overnight. I thought that if that didn't happen to me, I wasn't good enough and I would never make it. I gave up on the whole music industry for a while, and now I realize that was one of the best times in my life. I didn't have to worry about record executives loving or hating me, all I had to think about was what I would wear to school the next day, or if Kenny would ask me to the dance, things like that. Just normal things. That was my real chance to just be a kid, a regular kid.
At times, I wish I hadn't spent so much time of my childhood and adolescence trying to break into the business. I always wonder what could have happened if I had never sent all those demo tapes out, gone from building to building, auditioning and auditioning. Maybe I would've had more memories of what things were like back home, what my childhood really could have been. Maybe I wouldn't have been viewed as a "freak" just because of my hopes and dreams, because of what I wanted to do with my life. The only regret I have about the time when I stopped recording was that aside from the friends I had, most people at school despised me. They spread rumors about me, saying things like "the only reason her parents let her try for a singing career is because they're deaf", "if she was any good at singing, she'd be signed by now but that's not the case because she sucks", things like that. No matter how many times the few friends I had assured me it was all out of jealousy and envy, it still hurt. But other than that, I had so much fun being a kid and I feel bad that I missed out.
But I'm glad for what I have now. I have the greatest friends I've ever had in my life, I'm not naming everyone on my friends list, just the ones I'm closest to - Kelly, Christina, Jim, Justin, Elisha, Tyson, Nick, Emmy, Paul, I could go on forever. And right now I'm in New York with 2 of my favorite people ever, Kelly and Jim. They're two of my best friends, if Christina were here it would be the whole package but she's too busy. Well, back to Kelly and Jim. Two of the greatest people I know. Kelly's always there for you, whether you need someone to laugh with, someone to cry with, or just someone to hang out with. She's inarguably the most genuine, sweet person on the planet - and the best friend on the planet too. As soon as I left the house last year, it was her I missed the most. I almost feel like she's my sister, I'm so protective of her - and it's the same way with her for me. Kelly is anything you would ever want in a friend, or in any person for that matter. I feel just so blessed to have her as my best friend, and I know I'm lucky. As for Jim, well, he is just the #1 man in my life and will always be. He's always the one to cheer me up when I'm down, with his weird delusions that he's black. But seriously, he always looks out for me like a big brother, except in his case a little brother but it's okay. Jim is great. There's really nothing else to say, he's an amazing guy and he's the only man in my life who is stable and I know will never leave me. I mean what, I am not dependent.
Sometimes I wonder what I ever did that was so great to deserve all the amazing things happening to me right now.
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What is up with you people! I'm gone for 3 days and my friends page explodes with whack updates. Holy moly.
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Craig's gone. At least this time I didn't get the dump-and-run, it was more of a mutual decision this time. We rushed into things. We were better off as friends. He deleted because maybe he knew that when everyone found out, he probably would have been stabbed repeatedly. Hi Kelly and Christina.
It's still so hard. Every time, I can't help but go back home and take a good look in the mirror. Is there so much wrong with me that I can't keep up a commitment? Am I really so horrible? Everyone around me tries to reassure me that I'm great and everything, but if I were really such a catch and so amazing, this wouldn't happen all the time. I just have to face facts. I'm just a girl who makes bad decisions a lot, and I'm pretty sure most of LJ knows that about me. But I try, I try so hard to be a good friend to everyone and to be Miss All-American and all that crap but I'm just sick of it. I'm sick of getting hurt, I'm sick of seeing my friends getting hurt all on account of stupid men. This is just mindless senseless rambling. Sorry.
I am just never going to talk to any men again, except Justin and Jim but they really don't count because they sing I Feel Pretty at the top of their lungs and dance in little circles and cry at The Patriot.
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I'm playing basketball one on one against Tyson, don't make fun of him too much when he loses ;)
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Well, I just wanted to update sup, you all will never get sick of me will you. Wait don't answer that because everyone will say WE ARE ALREADY SICK OF YOU LOSER. That's not cool.
Yesterday's episode of Boston Public was my last one for a while, until I get done filming more episodes of the show. It was a lot of fun to do it, and I've gotten a lot of good feedback about the show so I'm pretty pumped for going into the recording studio. Actually, if you saw the part on yesterday's episode of Boston Public where I'm in the car with JT, the background music to that part was me singing and that's going to be my first single. I hope you guys liked it. :-[
Also, Kelly mentioned this in her update already, but I thought I'd repeat it just in case. She and I recorded a duet a few weeks ago, and we both just found out that it's going onto her album. I'm ecstatic for that, and for Kelly's CD in general. The only reason 19 Entertainment really wanted us to do the duet is so they could promote me too, not because they're looking out for me but because they're money-hungry people. ;)
One last thing, if I have never talked to you before in my life on AIM or real life or anything, don't add me. Also, if you've had me on your friends list for a long time and I still haven't added you back, take a hint and take me off your list you moron. I'm not even interesting so what is the point of reading my posts?! AND IF YOU HAVE A FLASHY ICON I MOST DEFINITELY WILL NOT ADD YOU AND MOST LIKELY I WILL POINT AND LAUGH AT YOU.
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